Adulthood is nearing. Excuse me while I feel a bit lost and found. A bit lost and insecure.
“The hardest thing about adolescence is that everything seems too big. There’s no way to get context or perspective, ….. Pain and joy without limits. No one can live like that forever, so experience finally comes to our rescue. We come to know what we can endure, and also that nothing endures.” ― Sara Paretsky, Bleeding Kansas
So sometimes, when that once so far future, is coming closer, I like to return to the past. The past where I can’t decide about anymore. The past that doesn’t give you so much options, choices and responsibilities. Because it can’t be changed anymore, unlike the future.
A Disney classic movie = A movie that makes me gives me THAT feeling. The familiar lovely warm wonderful feeling. They don’t make movies like these anymore these days.
The Little Mermaid / La Petite Sirene / De Kleine Zeemeermin ; one of my favorite movies growing up 
Sometimes, people really do feel like they don’t want to exist, like they want to curl up in a ball and hide from everyone else. They feel like life is caving in on them, they want to just go somewhere else and not feel anything bad at all. And I don’t think there us anything wrong with that. And if you don’t know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.
