that I have to think of my happiness before I think of other people’s happiness.
That others will truly be happy if I am happy too.
Well, lady, things don’t work like that in real life.
In real life, being selfish rarely ends up with you being loved.
I am, as I have known since I was a little girl, a person who cannot receive love without sacrifice.
For me, happiness is when the people that I love are happy. Because that’s all I am capable of right now, with all this crap in my life and the study.
All my life I have been putting my own happiness aside for others, and now you tell me to be selfish. FUDGE you, lady.
And… fudge people who cannot love me without wanting something back from me. Y U ONLY TAKE, but don’t GIVE?!
But hey, life can be a comedy or tragedy. It is how you to look it.